Y thing change until like tat

y watever i do also no use... i ve enough of life.... i heart very pain n upsad... i rather die die n get rid my pain in my heart... wat de point of living... y life so unfair 2 mi... i already try 2 change alot liao.... now i also cold war wif my parents... i going 2 gone crazy soon liao le...

Last word

sorry to all my friends and buddys... i know i am very selfish n i don know wat 2 do... so i choose 2 end my life... i ve enough pressure and stress between work, family and relationship wise... i hope u still can continue ur own life and just totally 4get exsist in tis world.... i don wan see u all 2 sad n pull ur mood down or wat... i wish u all still can happy survive and i will wish u all de best and don like me... as shu mei u no need 2 blame urself, coz i not ur fault... is jsut tat i choose own path myself... i know i was very irritating 2 u and keep ask u 2 patch wif me... but watever i ve done is already past le... so just 4get it and hope u can find a new relationship n de guy is better den me... i would like 2 thank my good friends like mei jie, william toh wee leong, jia en, patrick, sim jia wen, low jia wen, darwin goh, yeo wp, amanda woon, hui shan, adrain ho, kenneth lee, kenneth kwok, hui li, hui lin, rave, rofino being my friends... shu mei thanks 4 ur relationship wif mi and i wont 4get u being nice gal tat gif mi alot of chance 2 change... but i still need 2 change alot.... time ve prove 2 mi tat everytime people don like 2 teasure it.. when lost le they will upset and blame themselves not doing it... tat all i need 2 say and i don wan still got wat 2 say le... hope u all take care of urself ba... enjoy ur life...

thank
jeff see you cai

plan a fail

yesterday i take 11 panadol ve no effect... i will continue my plan b

plan a

i now taking 11 panadols 2 end my life